Another forgotten note

I seem to have lost my mind. Can't remember things, randomly!
And keep remembering things that I shouldn't have.
Can't find my complete Ghazal collection, 2 DVD's. One of them being a 8.5GB one.
Can't remember whom did I give many films from my DVD collection. The very best of contemporary Hindi Cinema. My research material!
And I've started finding weird stuff from completely unexpected places. It was fun when I used to find a coin or two from the pockets of some trouser that has already been washed. That doesn't happen anymore.

Found a long text message saved in my drafts. If sent, it'd take the length of 5 sms. It says,

"Given my situation, I can have a beautiful life, if a few lives are destroyed.But everything else will remain beautiful if I get destroyed instead. I'm too tired of sacrifices, this is the only time I wanted someone so passionately, selfishly for myself. Destiny it seems, I loved you... with all my existence, beyond morals and possibilities. Only once I wanted to become myself, beyond my projected self. Only this once, I wanted to spend my whole life with someone. Turned out to be the greatest mistake of my life. Hope you'll live happily ever after in the life you chose. Wish you all the luck and yes, goodbye... forever."

I forgot it existed, but I remember why I wrote it. Why?
I can't rectify those grammatical errors and I don't wish to do so. Since when did language started belonging to the ambit of desire?
Deleted..

A forgotten note

I was looking for a note that may reveal, who has got the DVDs that I need and can't find. I know my friends have got them and I usually never write it down, but still... may be I had, because sometimes I write them in some diary or pad, whatever I find ready at hand, then forget, usually!
Didn't find what I was looking for, but found this note at the last, torn page of one of the pads...

"Why do you care,even if I'm not well? You've certain expectations from me, though you deny that. In fact, I would say all of us enter into some kind of relationship with a charter of demands on our mind. You should be happy that you're getting what you want. Yes, you had to experience a few hick-ups in the beginning, but I guess that's part of the deal, isn't it?"

Since when did I start scribbling such stuff? Strange!

Pen (over)Drive

Ekta pen drive kinechhi. Agey ekbar ekta kinechhilam, seta bari niye ashar agei rastay kothay ekta pore gelo. Hate it!
Sei shok-e r kena hoyni.. etodin-e kinechhi and I love it!

Agerta 2GB chhilo, eta ekkebare 16GB...
Yes, you read it right! 16GB.

Well, I usually overdo it, when it comes to digital technology. So, here's more... read it or shut up!


Features

Fully compatible with Hi-Speed USB 2.0
Easy Plug and Play installation
JetFlash® elite Software pack includes:
-PC-Lock Function: Makes JetFlash® a key to lock your computer
-Secret-Zip Function: Compress and/or Password protect saved files using AES Encryption
-E-Mail Function: Use your JetFlash® to Securely Send, Receive and Save e-mails
-AutoLogin Function: Automatically login to websites where you have a password
-Favorites Function: Store all your favorite website addresses on the JetFlash®
-DataBackup Function: Backup, Restore and Synchronize your Data using the JetFlash®
Driverless USB powered. No external power, or battery needed

Specification

Dimensions: 60mm x 16.5mm x 8.1mm
Weight: 7g
Certificates: CE, FCC, BSMI
Transfer Speed: Read 14 MByte/s, Write 8 MByte/s

Dhyatteri

ami kobita likhte pari na.. gaan-o na.
amar ingriji likhte ichhe kore na.
amar khali mon kharap hoy.
ami testimonial likhi.. mood hole..
r kichhu likhbo na..